One of the struggles I've always had with parenting and working is dividing my time between work and my family. I LOVE my job. Getting to create and study music with 100+ 11, 12 and 13 year olds a day is a BLAST. I love their energy, enthusiasm and humor! I really could not think of a better career.
However, leaving my kids all day after having the luxury of being home with them is really, really tough. I almost feel like a part of me is missing when the boys are not around me. Around noon today, I found myself getting ready and I started daydreaming that I should be home getting lunch ready for the boys, then I realized that I had already done that for Joey in the morning and Danny's babysitter makes his lunch.
Working is tough. Being away from my kids all day is tough. I must work to make a living, so therefore I am a teacher dreaming about the next vacation and the next, not because I don't like my job, but because I adore spending time with my kids.
112 school days left until summer. I love my job!!
I know just how you feel. That feeling never goes away even when your kids are adults.
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